Lenka - THE SHOW- lyric

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

go crazy and shame

last night actually i have some job in my KKN (in campus). i went there in 7 pm. in fact i should there at 5 pm. that's my fault. but no one of my friends there. *confused*. then when i asked for a job t my boss, he said, "wait". then you know what is happened?? he said, "okay, we off tonight". *resentful*. WHY??
- tomorrow i'm so tired. leaved campus at 2 pm and should be right there at 5 pm. i took a rest, but that isn't quite enough.
- when i didn't get quite sleeping, my mood is so bad
fortunately, i went campus with my friend, Febril. then we decided cooling down our head by ICE CREAM. i LOVE ice cream so much.. oh! we got some nice picture after we cooling. (actually there is one picture that i can't share with you. it's because we are asked by the SPG that we can't do photos with their things without brought it before. *so shame*) haha
theme: Doraemon

Febril so much love Doraemon.

she have Doraemon pillow, doll, sandals, and the other thing related with it. so addict.. :D

both of the doraemon doll was sooooo expensive :P

Doraemon's friends

love febril's picture so much ^^

last night is ended by happiness

Dashboard Confessional - Belle Of The Boulevard

when they meet

if i heartbreak

i pretty stressed this night. everything seems fulfilling my head. i only thought about his words, but everything happened today was related by him. and i hate think about him!!
this is what i want to said with him last (but i never told him):
i do hope nothing when i heart somebody. i am happy (try to be happy) when somebody i love is happy. even isn't because of me he/she happy. even when he/she don't with me when he/she was happy.
i do really honest want you to be happy with her. is it because i love you?? even i am not sure..
and when you ask me for hundred, i still don't know. the fact is, there is something strange in my chest. something want to blow up when i remember your words.. although i already accepted what you want. 
i am crazy in love. but this is not crazy love.

baby pink shoes

oh my GOD! i got a pair of shoes that i-want-it-since-a long time. it didn't come from the sky, but my beloved bapak brought it for me. the size is fit to me, 36. thank you soooooooo muchhhhh bapak!! 

so cute, isn't it???

fun fun fun with sista

yesterday, at the Pancasila's Day (Indonesia only), me and my sista go out. from the market to the mall. from the one side of this town to the other side of this lovely town. we buy some things (we also bought the twins t-shirt). oh, i bought a pair of sandals. i think it's a cute sandals with the flowers over the top. we eat Es Pisang Ijo (hummmm.. yummy gummy). let's check the pictures..