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Salam. 

Well, hello friends.. how is life? I have many stories I want to share with you but classically I don't know where to start. These days I have really serious activity in my (future) campus, yes it is matriculation. Everyone want to be a successful person in this world and the world after. Let's we fight for it, and make dreams come true. 

This just quick snapshots for an #ootd before I hanged out with my very best friend.

Love!

blue limes

And you may not believe,

That baby, I'm relieved

This fire inside, it burns too bright

I don't want to say "so long," I just want to say "goodbye"

by. Michael Buble - It's Beautiful Day

hijab paris, top and skirt tailored, satchelbag Mayonette, flat shoes Bata

MUCH Love

[k-drama] Master's Sun

So finally the first and second episode was aired, right after watched it I told my self to write and make it one of my post. I was waiting for Master’s Sun because there are Gong Hyo Jin and So Ji Sub. Even though I’m not the biggest fan of them,  I have a pretty high expectation for Master’s Sun and sadly I don’t have any other reason for it. I read a short synopsis of this drama, felt lil bit absurd yet creepiest because there are ghost and horor stuff but like many other k-drama we can guess the ending will be. Ok, actually I’m trying to make it right bet.

To be honest I’m lil bit  scared watched this drama because of the creepy things.. But I don’t know why I like it. Now, I just try to make some good paragraphs about it.

Gong Hyo Jin become female lead character and she’s really into it. She’s acting like weirdos because she can see “the things” what normal people can’t see. Like others drama, there is always a prince charming for the lead main actress and luckily So Ji Sub play this role. So far, he didn’t  act like prince charming actually, he play as a someone who love money the most yet we know that he has a pain that he keeps in his heart. But hey! Everything can change and it’s just only 4 episode which the ending was so romantic, there are 12 more episodes to go!*excited by my self*

First episode is always about the introduction, let us know each characters on this drama but I think it pretty strong intro where we can see some creepy ghosts and because of one of them Gong Sil meet Joong Won. What a nice scenario writers! I guess there will be some cases that Gong Sil should be resolved that related to the ghost she meet while she has to help Joong Won catches the culprit who kidnapped him, made him dyslexia and even made his girlfriend died....

One cases are solved, “the other” comes and asked for Gong Sil help. By those time, Joong Won believes that “the other” are exist and no more thinking Gong Sil crazy because she always act weird. The ghost is stay away as long as Gong Sil touch Joong Won's body. I envy her for that chances!*drooling* Back to the story, Joong Won make Gong Sil as his "expensive radar" because the sixth sense that Gong Sil have will help his bussines. I’ve told ya, he loves money and he damn cool to act as a chaebol!*smirk*

Also there are supporting actor and actress that are Seo In Guk (Reply 1997) and Kim Yoo Ri (Cheongdamdong Alice), respectfully. Maybe there will be triangle love. I won’t really make a synopsis of each episodes of Master’s Sun because I think I’m lack of ability to write that kind of writes that is “into it”. I suggest you who want to read the synopsis in dramabeans

I just neomu neomu choa this drama, although I have to cover my eyes with pillow whenever I felt “the creepy things” will come. I hope you guys also like this drama, it is the refreshing one.

credit pictures: asianwiki.com

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Happy Ied Mubarak pals!

Barakallah :)

#quote

“I said never apologize for how you feel. 

No one can control how they feel. 

The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. 

The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. 

Feelings just are.”

— Iain S. Thomas, Intentional Dissonance

#RandomMind

Today I play Maroon 5's Nothing Lasts Forever and suddenly I think it over and over again. Nothing lasts forever. It is kind a old words because everybody know it and can say it easily to reassure someone else, but do we really understand that kind of feeling? Even though million time I say it and try understand its meaning, still for me it is hardly executed, yet sometimes I can't. Losing something whether it's material or think or even a feeling are really disappointing. Sometimes we say to our self  that we can earn it again, right? It is really true, but still we regret and some questions popped out 'why it happen to me?', 'did I do wrong?', or 'does she or he hate me?'. Let see positively, nothing last forever and if it has to be gone, it has own reason and for our goodness. We have to try harder to earn and keep it in another chance. Have you ever asked your self, what we really looking for in this world, in our job, in a person, in a relationship.. I have an answer and it is only consist of three words, security and comfort, what is yours? 

Adam sings it..

It is so easy to see

Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I'm letting go

It may not last but I don't know

Just don't know

If you don't know

Then you can't care

And you show up

But you're not there

But I'm waiting

And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories

Can heal us temporarily

But misbehaving only makes

The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart

I’ll never let it fall apart

Strangely I wish secretly

It would fall down while I'm asleep

Though we have not hit the ground

It doesn't mean we're not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up

But you're still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

#thought

“If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, 
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. 
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. 
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; 
you have a right to be here.”

― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

source : The creme de la crop

date with foods

Love Love Love, no other word that can describes how much I enjoy every food or beverage I had. Oh now I realized why... *staring at tummy* Let me share some of them, my favorites. Overall, I'm not a picky packy on foods, I just eat or drink as long as it is halal and I choose it by myself. One thing makes it taste more is when I can enjoy that moment with my close friends. Priceless moment!

 yes, it's Korean food and dish

try to be Japanese :p

Uber Alles! Sausage with seasoning vegetables, mashed potato and super yummy cheese!

while raining outside, enjoy the afternoon with this and tea. RIGHT!

yeay! for denim jacket

I've been craved for denim jacket since a long long time ago. I feel I must have one cause recently I don't know why, many people wear it. Was it sign, when I opened berrybenka.com I saw there are  two kind denim jacket color. Without hesitation I picked light blue denim jacket and checked it out. Finally I have one. Yes of course, I'm very much happy to have it. So that I share my happiness by these photo.

First, I paired it with a kind of boyfriend jeans and floweries top..

Still wore boyfriend jeans and I changed the veil with tribal print shawl 

Denim jacket with long skirt, why not?! still, wore my tribal print shawl

"Perbedaan antara waktu yang sudah lewat, 

sekarang dan masa yang akan datang hanyalah 

ilusi yang tak kunjung pudar."

Albert Einstein

XOXO

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peplum..

this is tailored (almost) peplum top and batik skirt

girl on fire

I was tiding my closet up when I found this red dress. I remembered my dad brought this for me when he had chance to work in China a couple years ago. I don't have any chance to wear this cause it's tight. FYI, I was fat that time. Now? I lose lil weight. Actually, I'm happy cause finally I can lose it but then I realized that I hate the excuse of my losing which was broken h**rt and j*bless.. Ironically funny. After all those sadness, regrets, disappointment, I deciced to move on. Allah knows the best for me, what I need. I do want to be better person in the future, more grateful for everything I have, Inshaallah..  Anyway, this dress itself called cheongsams. It's tradional dress of Chinese women. I really love the colour, the pattern and the cut.

XOXO

the new me :D

A Week On a Post

Well, hmmm.. I don’t know where to start.. but let me try. On Tuesday I went to Yogyakarta for AcEPT and PAPs test cause it will be on Wednesday and Thursday. I stayed in my friend’s boarding house. Her name is Ririn, she’s my dear friend. Maybe you all curious what is AcEPT, and what is PAPs actually. So, I explain it first. AcEPT stand for Academic English Proficiency Test and PAPs is Potensi Akademik Pascasarjana. I think AcEPT is almost simillar with TOEFL, but it more difficult cause the answer of multiple choices is almost same, so it has to be very clear. PAPs test also difficult for the mathematic section. You know, I’m bad at it. For the result? I’m not sure I can reach the pass score. Yet, it was my first try... But still, I’m wishing for the best result. Please, please, please.. After PAPs on Thursday, I went back to home, it usually took 5 hours by bus. But accident happened on the way so cars, buses, trucks have to queued. Tired? Of course. My mom texted me what time I’ll reach home, cause we will go to Bogor for my cousin wedding. Only one thing on my mind, TIRED!

I reached home safely. My dad asked me that we won’t go together with the other who will go to Bogor. We will go separately, so I can relaxed for a moment. We didn’t go that night but in the very early morning, at 2 am exactly. My dad drove. The trip it self was fun, relax.. but still, tiring.. We rounded and rounded the way until finally found the hotel we will stay. Bogor is a nice place, the weather, the people.. The hotel we stayed is Padjadjaran Suites, nice hotel with a good view of my room. Gede Pangrango mountain! Awesome!

this is what we wore before, 

then we change in to this. same cloth, different style, different feel, huh?! ;p

Just after we there, we have to ready attended “akad nikah”. Surprisingly, when we found the mosque for akad nikah, even without a clear address. There was only a few people in mosque. So yes, we waited.. The akad nikah was nice, solemn and quick. After that, we went to the wedding reception place, it’s near the mosque but I believe you can’t take a walk if you wears heels. It’s killing. And there.. Once more we have to wait. My stomach called for foods and my foot screamed out because of the heels.

There is a “welcoming session” when the bride and the groom entered the building with their families. Just after that, all the food available to be ate. After took some food, we gave congratulation to the bride and groom, took a photo then my father met his friend, chitted and chatted, and make a plan to meet tomorrow. Then we went to the hotel, sleep really deep and woke up tomorrow morning. Before we left Bogor, we visitted my father’s friend that we met last night at the wedding reception. We left Bogor on Saturday. It was really crowded, cars everywhere. And even in toll road, we have to run like a snail... Alhamadulillah we reached home safely this morning on 1 am.      

what I wore on my way back home

just give me a reason

I deeply in love with this song, and I've sung this song for thousands.. I like the harmony (or whatever it called) between the woman and the man voice. Yes, it's Pink and Nate Ruess. Basically Nate Ruess is the main vocal of fun. and i love fun. since We Are Young and Some Nights.

Just Give Me a Reason

Pink ft Nate Ruess

Right from the start

You were a thief

You stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me

That weren't all that pretty

And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh

Things you never say to me oh oh

Tell me that you've had enough

Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand

Where all of this is coming from

I thought that we were fine

(Oh we had everything)

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind

(Yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh

You used to lie so close to me oh oh

There's nothing more than empty sheets

Between our love, our love

Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

I never stopped

You're still written in the scars on my heart

You're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust

I'll fix it for us

We're collecting dust

But our love's enough

You're holding it in

You're pouring a drink

No nothing is as bad as it seems

We'll come clean

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

That we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

source : here

:D

i think it's always refreshing when we see the other smile brightly and no pressure.. it's magical state. when we smile, we can make another smiles and even happy. smile can be a medicine. sometimes we don't need any reason to smile. being happy people is depended on your self, it's a choice that only your self can decide. sooooo, let's be happy and smile as bright as (we found) diamond. meeehhh... peace yo!

photographer: April

Partner in Crimes!

Her name is April. She is my best friend. We’re 90’s line, but I’m older a couple month. If you gave some attention (which is really not important :p) on my earlier post, you’ll find that she ever here. We’re just like a couple of camera-freak. We have so many photo together. This post I dedicated for her and for our friendship too. Love you always dear friend..

 Some day,

We may laugh when we see our photos again..

We may miss all the moment..

We may sad, even cry cause we can’t meet..

We may remember all the thing we’ve talked,

But surely,

We are thankful, we’ve been met for for a reason and lesson

All about friendship.. 

XOXO

say wow to the bow

so, here it is, I'm trying to be more productive for myself, at least.. how's your sunday? mine? hmm, sweaty enough. even when I don't do anything. I don't know why, but the weather lately is so hot in the day and when comes to the afternoon, the sky going to dark and then *tiktiktik* raining..

these day, I've seen some girl wore a new kind model of jeans, they called it boyfriend jeans. oh my blue jeans, I want it.. and lucky me, you know what I found when I try to tidy up my closet? I found that kind of jeans. it's not exactly same but at least it's almost similar. so happy..

and since long time I want to try mix denim with denim. can we say that denim and jeans is same? for me, yes we can..
I completed my outfit with red-black bows-flat shoes.. I love bow, somehow so cute and girly. please be agree with me? huh?! ok!? :p

Cheongdamdong Alice

This is one of must-watched drama for me. Why? I have some reason.. First, there is Park Shi Hoo. Second, he is very handsome. And third, he has acted freakin' funny for some scene. Doesn't make sense? Ok, that all reason is just my opinion, my point of view. But you can believe me, if you want.. :p

Honestly, it's true when I said I watched this drama cause there is Park Shi Hoo. I like him since his last drama Prosecutor Princess even when he has bad role there. It was about his revenge. Aaaa, in Cheongdamdong Alice, Park Shi Hoo also do revenge. Same person, same revange but different feel... You’ll see..

Back the topic, this drama adapted Alice In The Wonderland story with korean drama style. You know... Korean drama recipe, there are love, money, friendship, revenge, family. Smells nice?

It tells about an ordinary girl named Han Se Kyung who is leave by her boyfriend named So In Chan. She loved his boyfriend sincerely so she want to make him comfort with her. But he decided to give up because of the situation is hard for him and for Se Kyung too. In Chan works in Artemis and he has a problem in his office. Se Kyung try anything to help  matter at the office which is then made her meet the director of Artemis, Cha Seung Joo.

Cha Seung Joo who ever hurted by his ex, fall for Han Se Kyung. Han Se Kyung success touch Seung Joo's heart. But Se Kyung face her hard life so she meet her old friend, Seo Yoon Joo which was Seung Joo ex-girlfriend. Yoon Joo become high class person cause she married with a rich man in Cheongdamdong. FYI, Cheongdamdong is the bussines area, where rich people live their life. Se Kyung need advice from her friend Yoon Joo so she also can enter Cheongdamdong. They are both actually doesn't really close friend. Yoon joo tell her that her secret is by catch a white rabbit, like Alice who enter many door while trying to catch the white rabbit. So she asked Se Kyung to catch one if she want to enter Cheongdamdong.

In the other side, Seung Joo did his revenge to Yoon Joo cause she leave him only for money. And he also did revenge to his own father who has abandoned him.

Se Kyung doesn't know that Cha Seung Joo is the director of Artemis, cause he pretend to be Secretary Kim and work for Cha Seung Joo. Day by day they become closer. Se Kyung realized that she love Secretary Kim. But it's opposed with her aim that is to catch her white rabbit, Cha Seung Joo. But Se Kyung isn’t stupid girl, she feels something fishy, so she try to find out who Secretary Kim really is. Yet, she doesn't success to find out cause Seung Joo and his truly secretary cover it well.

One day, Se Kyung know the truth from her bestfriend. She confuse whether she should give up or continue her relationship with Secretary Kim. Then she decide to continue, pretending that she doesn't know anything. As expected, after Cha Seung Joo heard that Se Kyung love Secretary Kim,  he confess about the truth to her. Se Kyung also want to tell all the truth.

There is another problem, Seung Joo will be set on married with GN Fashion's daughter Shin In Hwa which is sister-in-law of Yoon Joo. Is it fate? No! The writer did all.. Hehehehe. The machmaker of this married is Tommy Hong. Actually he is a designer, matchmaking is only his side job. Tommy Hong did anything to separate Seung Joo and Se Kyung. But then he change his side by support Se kyung. Why? He ever on Se Kyung situation. Big problem comes from In Hwa, she try to destroy all. Even when she has to make her family bussines on danger. And yes, she did it sucessfully. Nyiahahahaha.. *sukurin!*

Even that, Se Kyung still on problem. She did't reveal his secret to Seung Joo yet. When she try, some people around tell her don't ever reveal the truth cause that will hurt Seung Joo so bad. She really love Seung Joo and she won't lie to him. When everyone know the truth, including Seung Joo, finally Se Kyung tell him too. Seung Jooo doesn't accept reality. It's part of his disease.. He blame Se Kyung cause ruin their good moment. He will escape to Paris, but Se Kyung try to prohibit him to escape from the problem.

Se Kyung hasn’t given up, she try again to prove her love, she answer all seung jo question. But Seung Joo want deny all her answer. He only believe what he want to believe so it's so hard to Se Kyung. But, finally they end this drama with happy ending. Happy ending also happen on Seo Yoon Jo and Tommy Hong. Although they suffer when they support Han Se Kyung.. Now they are happy with their own life.

Drama details

Title: 청담동 앨리스 / Cheongdamdong Aelliseu

Genre: Romance, comedy

Episodes: 16

Broadcast network: SBS

Broadcast period: 2012-Dec-01 to 2013-Jan-27

Air time: Saturday & Sunday 21:55

Original Soundtrack: Cheongdamdong Alice OST (my favorite is Love Like This by K. Will, his voice always melting the heart)

Here it is the line of actor and actress...
Moon Geun Young as Han Se Kyung (27)
Park Shi Hoo as Cha Seung Joo/ Jean Thierry Cha (33)

So Yi Hyun as Seo Yoon Joo (27)

Kim Ji Suk as Tommy Hong (35)

Nam Goong Min as So In Chan (30, Se Kyung's ex-boyfriend, i love him since Can You Hear My Heart) 

Kim Yoo Ri as Shin In Hwa (29)

source: here

Hope you feel what i feel when watch this drama..

(late) Birthday

This is late birthday report of me, and reported late by myself. it was happened on January actually. Got a lot happy birthday from my parent, brother, sister, friends.. Thank you so much dear. They wish the best for me. I do too hope you are showered by His blessing. Let's live well, keep healthy, stay young, do the best we can and be happy people. Spend my first day of 23 years old with my friends and my cousin. Hanged out and took photos are kind of a-must-thing girls do when they gathered. I believe all the girl who read it will nodding with me.. ;p

right-left: april, mba dwi, me and ovi

and let's be happy together.. Cheers!

That's all my report. Thank you once again for all your attention. Actually, being an anchor was one of my dream.. :)

XOXO

Me