say nothing at all

The smile on your face

Lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes

Saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me

Whenever I fall

You say it best

When you say nothing at all

by Ronan Keating

pastel with flowers

it's been long time i didn't post some picture of me ;p i tailored this white-shirt and nude-skirt but since i don't have the same color veil, i try to use the (almost) same tone color for it.  hope it look good. the handbag i bought it in Bringharjo market. i think it's so cheap. nice color right? waiting for the right time to wear it.. :D

listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

Listen by Beyonce

shine

This life is light, Its light burns bright.

So we’ll take it day by day, and let it be.

And everyone will see, how good it feels.

Oh they’ll see the world for all that it could be.

Oh let the sunlight in.

I wanna feel it from within.

You spin me around and make me feel like I could shine, shine

Shine by Anggun

black and squares

it simple and i love it

read, realized and real change

blog walking in the morning and found a really good words. seems it slap me, make me open my eyes more and i realized that it's so true. i hope everyone who have read it feel the same and do some change to make our life get much better and better. at least we try to do it. 

sorces: thecapriciousclub

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things. We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete… Remember, to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent. Remember, to say, ‘I love you’ to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person might not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

by: Bob Moorehead

it will rain - bruno mars

heart Bruno Mars.. i love all his song but for now i heart his song It Will Rain. played it again and again. it is also original soundtrack of Breaking Dawn part I.
here is the lyric:

If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine at my door

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making

Will keep you by my side

Will keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite

Your daddy can't even look me in the eye

Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing

Saying there goes my little girl

walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand

Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds

Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

Ooooh 

Don't you say  goodbye, don't just say, goodbye

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain..

seashore!

old photos with bestie.. luv ya :D

chasing pavement - adele

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love


Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

knock knock - lenka

Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you

So open the door

'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true

Nothin' works like you

have a good time

last week met my bestie, miss her a lot. and finally we met. she was so busy cause she works in other city and i still here for study and make my dream graduate come true soon (help me God, please~) took some picture. love her so much *smooch*

i edited it, some of it. i feel more okay with that.. :D 

coco brown

spirit of the day

red is hot and grey is grey.. so i got so much spirit today cause i tried a new color combination. i think is suit me for today. need so much much much spirit for my last paper.. please.. God help me.  let's pray for it.

..wonder girls world..

i like all the song in this album. there are 13 songs. but i especially  fall for Be My Baby (oh yeah, this one main track and i like the korean, english and remix version), Do Go Do Go (by Sunye and Yenny only) and Me, in. the other song are Act Cool (Feat. San.E), Dear. Boy, G.N.O (Girls Night Out), Girls Girls, Nu Shoes, Stop!, SuperB and Sweet Dreams.

check out their music video here

i still in ❤ with pink

YEAYYYY! let's hurray for my kidrobot! so happy, excited.. and so on and so on.. i'm in love, baby. yes! i am.. :D

i ❤ pink

a week ago i attended my cousin wedding ceremony. my mom bought a same top for us.. i love the color, pink, ya as always. we planned to wear it on the party. but, unfortunately i can't attend the party, just the ceremony (means akad nikah). so, i decided wear it for the ceremony. my mom will wear hers for the party on the next day.

with mba dwi

i've got some friend

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

 

#nowplaying : You've Got A Friend by McFly 

blazin'

and now....

I fly, I fly high, I'm blazing, I'm blazing, feels like I'm blazing

I fly, I fly high, I'm blazing, I'm blazing, feels like I'm blazing

I fly, I fly high, I'm blazing, I'm blazing, feels like I'm blazing

I fly, I fly high, I'm blazing, I'm blazing, feels like I'm blazing

#nowplaying : Blazin' by Nicki Minaj ft Kanye West 

colors play

play with photo editing.. it's not kind of professional but HEY! it's an art. :p i think art doesn't have law and rule. OK some of them have, music maybe.. but for picture, painting they don't have. am i right? i don't really know something like this actually. anyway...., i love color. make my life colorful. OH! don't forget how beautiful this world. How colorful they are. God is the one and only the best creature. Subhanallah..

this is an old photos, but i just edited them..

enjoy!

lenka - live like you're dying

One of these days you'll be under the covers

You'll be under the table and you'll realize

That all of your days are numbered, all of them one to one hundred

All of them millions, all of them trillions

So what are you gonna do with them all?

You can not trade them in for more, no, no

Take every moment, you know that you own them

It's all you can do, use what's been given to you

Gimme a reason to fight the feeling

That there's nothing here for me

'Cause none of it's easy, I know it wasn't meant to be

I know it's all up to me, it's all up to me 

So what am I gonna do with my time?

I'll take every moment, I know that I own them

It's all up to you to do whatever you choose

Live like you're dying and never stop trying

It's all you can do, use what's been given to you 

All of the moments you didn't notice gone in the blink of an eye

And all of the feelings you can't help feeling no matter how you try

Take every moment, you know that you own them

It's all up to you to do whatever you choose

Live like you're dying and never stop trying

It's all you can do, use what's been given to you 

Live like you're dying and never stop trying

It's all up to you, use what's been given to you

it's a bad day but still happy end

everything, even it's little, be thanked.. 

today i met my lecturer to talk about my final paper. this was not my first time meet her. I've meet her before cause i took her class and (emmmmm...) i got her as my lecturer for my final paper. a week ago i also met her and she gave me some point to be her "good" student. okay, i shocked hear her rules but i think that was good cause i have to more discipline. yesterday i put my proposal on her desk so she can read and make some comment about it.

today is the day i meet her and talk about it.. i don't expect too much she like what i wrote. i feel bad when i read her comment there.. i don't really understand. so i decide to ask many to her. when my turn comes i don't know how to start so i just listen to her. i think see disappointed with what i wrote. she talk it carefully but very clear. she asked me about this and that, is it possible, please re-think.. I'm down that time (some women become more sensitive on their moon period, right?!) she asked me to read more and more. she's right.

my day become so bad that time. I talked it to my friend. she know how i feel and make some jokes. finally we go to mall and window shopping there.. actually it's not only take a look but she brought some make up and i paint my nail. yeay! I'm pretty happy.

my lecturer was right, i have to read more and more, take more data to make the proposal better. I'll try.. ^^

❤ random trial ❤

woke up so early this morning, took a bath in flash (but i'm really sure i washed my face and brushed my teeth.. :p) and grabbed some clothes then SHOOOOOOT! cute, huh?! stripped dress is old, and the top i got from my friend.

sorry for the bad picture, but i still use my phone to shoot.. i've edited it  so you can see it better.. stripped dress never dies i think. you can mix and match it to look more adorable.. (too much! :p)
this is another picture from this morning, i still wore same top but i'm skirting my self (huh?! wearing skirt). love this skirt so much. yeaaaaa, this is new. creamy chiffon and tailored. i'm waiting for another color, navy blue..

enjoy!

slippers forever

took a picture with my sissy.. see, she wear a slippers too.. we're too match. LOL

h.u.r.t

from railway to lights

yesterday me and the girls went to railway station and we took some picture there..

waiting for another picture from my friends..


finally....! i got some pictures from @oyiemz thank you..