it's a bad day but still happy end

everything, even it's little, be thanked.. 

today i met my lecturer to talk about my final paper. this was not my first time meet her. I've meet her before cause i took her class and (emmmmm...) i got her as my lecturer for my final paper. a week ago i also met her and she gave me some point to be her "good" student. okay, i shocked hear her rules but i think that was good cause i have to more discipline. yesterday i put my proposal on her desk so she can read and make some comment about it.

today is the day i meet her and talk about it.. i don't expect too much she like what i wrote. i feel bad when i read her comment there.. i don't really understand. so i decide to ask many to her. when my turn comes i don't know how to start so i just listen to her. i think see disappointed with what i wrote. she talk it carefully but very clear. she asked me about this and that, is it possible, please re-think.. I'm down that time (some women become more sensitive on their moon period, right?!) she asked me to read more and more. she's right.

my day become so bad that time. I talked it to my friend. she know how i feel and make some jokes. finally we go to mall and window shopping there.. actually it's not only take a look but she brought some make up and i paint my nail. yeay! I'm pretty happy.

my lecturer was right, i have to read more and more, take more data to make the proposal better. I'll try.. ^^