anyway..,

this is kind a quick post. i wear a tailored flower pants. i didn't even measure it but it fit on me. how lucky. anyway, this is my ootd

yesterday was the day, it's late. but, anyway let me say..

Happy New Year! 1434 Hijri 01 Muharram

XOXO

choco girls

yesterday i had a date with my bestie, ovi. we was kind a twins, some people say.. although we always denied it. it's been long time since the last our date. we try new hangout place in this city. it's hard to find nice place to gathering and chatting and eating together here. so, i ask her to go to choco klik. it's my first time.. i like the concept, book store  and cafe..

 this is what we ordered, choco tiramissu; choco smoothies; french fries; *somekind of lumpia, but i forgot the name*

and this one is yummy cake, named choco bluberry..

take picturea! let's say cheers!

xoxo

weirdos ever!

quick post.
playing with mint blouse, black skirt and black paris veil.. and the main actors are eyeliner and lipstick. this is first time for me, making up my own face. well, i'm still learn how to apply eyeliner to look good ;p

maybelline liquid eyeliner; wardah exclusive lipstick #31 rose wood

is there any different of me? Nope?! are you really sure? i think eyeliner make the eyes more beautiful, right? LOL..

XOXO

40 days!

Alhamdullilah, all the praise for Allah!
My parent, bapak and ibu are doing hajj. 40 days without bapak at home is ordinary.. Even sometimes we meet after 3 months. His job made us can't meet as often as the other do. 40 days without ibu at home. It's the first time. When I'm in college at the other city, I'll back home every month. So it is an amazing experience!

At the beginning I couldn't imagine. I just believe that it would be harder than living alone. I'm at home with Grace (my 3&1/2 yo sissy who never is leave by ibu before this) I didn't think any other, I just think about her over and over. I worried too much about her. Will she ok? Will she understand the situation we face?
As time goes by, it lil bit easier than I thought. Grace understood that ibu and bapak are doing hajj right now. Sometimes she ask, where's ibu? I just say 'ibu is doing hajj'. She's doing her routine as usual. School and other. I think her weight increased. She also more mature than before. But, sometimes it's need a rainfall in the nice weather (whatta weird line! so sorry :p) She was sick for a couple day. I just want ibu to be here. I don't know what to do. She got fever and vomit several time. At this time "mother's instinct" is working. I do anything to make her feel better. She didn’t does her routine. She just lay on bed. My pity sissy! Her weight is just back as before.
Here it is my lil sweet sissy in pixel..

at beach with mbah uti

new helmet

ready go to school

so messy, tired after school huh?!

  

silly :p

after cut the hair

I couldn't tell bapak or ibu. I can't let them worry.
For me, 40 days has given me so many learning about live, being mom, being a good grandchild, being social human. Actually I'm not really alone at home. My grandparents, akung and mbah uti are with me at home. My aunt came as often as she can. Some people who are really cared to us always came and do bapak's mandate, to help and protect us. My neighbor sometimes came to see us. Nothing I can really do to pay all your care, just thank you and I'll pray for your health, the best for us. Thank you. And for me, I've learned to manage money, home and some people that help us at home. It's definitely hard. But I've tried. 40 days almost over, I can't wait for bapak and ibu backs. I'll start prepare to welcome them.

See ya! XOXO