Saddest Vanilla be like...

SADDEST VANILLA 

You're giving me right, You're giving me wrong

You're selling me something that I'll never own

You're giving me hope, You're leaving me cold

You're telling me nothing, I don't already know

You told me to gamble, and told me we'd win

So I took all I had, and I put in all-in

My heart is here freezing, as my tears fill my bowl

And I finally tasting alone

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted

The saddest vanilla and I don't wanna waste it

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla 

You're giving me light, you're giving me dark 

You told me the ending, right at the start 

You're giving me something I shouldn't get used to 

You're giving me blackout, you're giving me see-through 

You tease me with heaven, you're giving me hell 

You started running the moment I fell 

My heart is here freezing 

As my tears fill the bowl 

And I'm finally tasting alone 

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted 

The saddest vanilla but I don't wanna waste it 

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla 

Silly me, Silly we 

I thought you could be gentle 

Up and down, round and round 

You're fucking with my mental 

I used to love the taste of it 

Until you went and poisoned it 

And now 

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted 

The saddest vanilla but I don't wanna waste it 

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla

My song this week is Saddest Vanilla by Jess Glynne featuring Emilie Sande. As far i know, both are Brithis. I pick this song regardless where the singer comes from. Well, honestly, at first i just listen Glynne's album randomly and i like this song the most. It sad, as the tittle mention, but when you read the lyric while listen to whole song, you'll find that this had a deep meaning. It tells so much about reality, there's no free lunch. Somehow, there's a price you should pay for taking something. Hearth pain is a thing you feel when you involve in love-matter. 

The Producers, Weather Forecaster, or News Anchor?

I know that I'm kinda very outdated.. But, here I don't review about the story. I'd love to show you Gong Hyo Jin as Tak Ye Jin in The Producer and as Pyo Na Ri in Jealousy Incarnate style. As you might know, I like her fashion taste, simply chic..

as Music Show PD

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Hardly got her outfit pictures on The Producers series. I don't know why, most of the them didn't show her head-to-toe so you might just watch the series to know. For you who asked why don't me took a screen capture, I'm not so hi-tech person and I don't know how, and I just have medium quality video. Please, take my excuses.. 

as Pyo Na Ri at the press conference Jealousy Incarnate

I looooooooooooooooooove her shoes here... It's Gucci. I don't particularly like Gucci, but for the violet (or whatever, I may half color-blind) shoes in her feet, major love! She paired it with black shocks, match perfectly.

as News Anchor and Weather Forecaster

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I like this black mini dress.. Personally, I imagine to pair it up with jeans. I think every women should have at least one black dress in her closet.

And there's so many more style you may copy cause she's a way too cool when we talk about her outfit in and out of the characters she played.

how time flies

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time really flies, with an uber speed. maybe, the only way to keep up the pace is by flies as fast as it. is it possible? well, one and other have their own version of it. i hope everyone can make it. 

it's been long time since my last post, and i can't believe we're almost in the middle of year.. i miss writing review of kdrama, jdrama and fashion, i miss scrolling down bloggers i followed, i miss attached pictures on my post, i miss telling whoever read my blog about anything. 

fyi, since almost-a-year ago i'm busy work on my thesis and still on it for now. yeah, i know you may think 'should be graduated for now cause it's almost a year you work on it.' i try, believe me. i don't want to lose hope cause one by one my friends already graduated and work or maybe some of them are married. Allah have planned everything very well and even when it doesn't go smoothly, we'll be in best ending, inshaallah. 

 Location: Ketep Pass, Magelang, Jawa Tengah

a story of weird awkwardness

"My forte is awkwardness." 

Zach Galifianakis

Let me tell you a short story.

I just miss blogging for a while.. and when I do blogging, this is what happened. 

I post weird thing.

End of story.

P.S. I attached some photos for the story evidence

Well, maybe.. deep down inside I desire to be a ballerina, or maybe a super model in a set of photo shoot.  Turn out, I failed to be both of them. It's just me, dance without music and pose without any purpose. People say, life is short so enjoy every single thing. 

Cheers!

(dramatic) Trip

Have you ever planned to go on vacation and you ready for it but, the day before the departure, you must cancelled your vacation?

It was happened to me and my friends. Long short story, we planned a trip to Singapore with low cost airflight from Yogyakarta, while my other friends departed from Lombok and Bali. We planned to meet at Changi airport and we already booked a hostel with some consideration. We are ready to go.

The night before our departing, me and my friend heard a very loud boom in the middle of the night. we don't know yet what was that until the sun rise when we open our window.. All around our boarding house already covered by dust. It was remembered us when Merapi volcano exploded some year before. That day, we should be departed. We watched breaking news and knew that airport was closed until the better condition. We bought the airflight ticket in travel agent, so we asked them about all the things related. They couldn't answer surely because the impossible condition to be predicted. Dust everywhere. 

And after some effort we tried, we gave up. We let our friends from Lombok to go without us because flight ticket, hostel and ticket for USS already bought. 

Fortunately, on early March we finally departed to Singapore. We meet our friend who departed from Bali there. We went without any hostel or hotel booking, so yes, it was a sudden trip. We met our friend and came out the airport almost in the middle of night. MRT wasn't operating at night and we don't have any choices unless took the taxi to find the inn. We found a low cost hotel after spent a couple hours seeking. Really tired and need a sleep. 

In the morning, we went to MRT station in Bugis front of Bugis street heading to USS. Yahooooo! We are taking so many walks there but it was really okay with that. Almost spent a whole day in USS, almost took all the game. FUN. It's worth it with the cost. After that, we went to the garden by the bay and the night was so beautiful. 

Second day, we visited the epic statue of the Singapore. Yes it is, Merlion and we did't miss to take photos with him. After photo session with Merlion, we headed back to hotel because one my friend from Bali had to catched the flight that would bring back her. We went together to the MRT station in Bugis street and said goodbye. After she took the train, me and my friend decided went to Bugis market, near the MRT station. We did windows shopping and shopped couple things because we are backpacker, we didn't bring much money for bought this or that. Suddenly, my friend who should be on the flight to Bali called. She couldn't make it, she miss the flight and have to go tomorrow. We're not sad, we're happy! Sorry, my dear friend. 

Day three in Singapore we spent to shop in Bugis market and Mustafa street. It's still fun for me, although the sun was trying to burn us. In the noon, we already in airport to catch our flight. We couldn't  miss the flight because we don't have any money to buy another ticket.And finally, we landed in Yogyakarta safely. So did my friend from Bali.

It was a hard trip, yet a very fun trip. Thank you all. 

It's Ok, It's Love

Pretty complicated but worth it to watch. This is all about state of mind and of course, LOVE. You tell me which one of Korean drama that isn't about love. NONE. Every single one, even if it's minor. Back to this drama, the tittle it self is, IT'S OKAY, IT'S LOVE. The lead actress and actor are Ji Hae Soo and Jang Jae Yul plays their role nicely and smoothly. I like the basic concept of the story that every one has their own limit and reasons to do or not to do something. Maybe the past or thinking scaries them much more. Thank you very much for the writer. 

Ji Hae Soo and Jang Jae Yul is a psychiatryis and a novelist, respectively. Both of them enganged by their concern about people mind. Ji Hae Soo, distictively, she is a psychiatry so her job is to observe and try to heal mind disorder. Jang Jae Yul wrote a kind of thriller novel. He know too much about mind people. They both helping each other to heal their disorder because of their past. OH! They are housemates too, together with Jo Dong Min and Park Soo Kwang. Jo Dong Min is a Jo Hae Soo's senior, while Park Soo Kwang is like a  a-brother-and-patient because of his tourette disorder they are trying to bear.

Let me start tells you one by one reasons why I like this drama:

This is Gong Hyo Jin drama after the Master Sun. I like her act, just like how she lead her role, how she's dressed and give me some inspiration. In this drama, so far (seventh episode) she dress vintagely and wear some unique glasses.

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Lee Kwang Soo involved. I give much attention on all the member of Running Man, including the giraffe. After youtube-ing the drama teaser, I tell my self that I heve to watch the drama at least two episode to decide I'll watch all the episode or just stop on two episode. Honestly, I watch this drama because Jo In Sung as a main actor is not my consideration. I'm not his fan girl. No offense, but I don't watch many of his drama or movie.
Little details of the drama:

Title: 괜찮아, 사랑이야 / Gwaenchanhah, Sarangiya / It's Alright, It's Love

Director: Kim Kyu Tae 
Screenwriter: Noh Hee Kyung
Main Cast:

• Jo In Sung as Jang Jae Yul 
• Gong Hyo Jin as Ji Hae Soo 
• Sung Dong Il as Jo Dong Min 
• Lee Kwang So as Park Soo Kwang

it's a come back!

Well, I owe you all an apology for the hiatus I took and especially for the Ied we're all celebrated. I beg you all forgiveness, may Allah bless us with all the good things always. Some reason why I neglected this blog for a such long time. I'm taking my master now and I'm forced to focus and I don't even think about my lovely dear blog for a while. Many thing I want to share with you guys, but I bet have to do it one by one and maybe it will take a little time, again.. For now, I just want you guys know that I'm back! I'll tell you about my very dramatic and short trip to Singapore, my collage, the korean drama I'm currently watching and so on. 

HAPPY HOLIDAY! 
P.S. I'm still in my hoiday, YAY!