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SADDEST VANILLA 

You're giving me right, You're giving me wrong

You're selling me something that I'll never own

You're giving me hope, You're leaving me cold

You're telling me nothing, I don't already know

You told me to gamble, and told me we'd win

So I took all I had, and I put in all-in

My heart is here freezing, as my tears fill my bowl

And I finally tasting alone

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted

The saddest vanilla and I don't wanna waste it

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla 

You're giving me light, you're giving me dark 

You told me the ending, right at the start 

You're giving me something I shouldn't get used to 

You're giving me blackout, you're giving me see-through 

You tease me with heaven, you're giving me hell 

You started running the moment I fell 

My heart is here freezing 

As my tears fill the bowl 

And I'm finally tasting alone 

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted 

The saddest vanilla but I don't wanna waste it 

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla 

Silly me, Silly we 

I thought you could be gentle 

Up and down, round and round 

You're fucking with my mental 

I used to love the taste of it 

Until you went and poisoned it 

And now 

This is the saddest vanilla that I've ever tasted 

The saddest vanilla but I don't wanna waste it 

Sat at an ice cream parlour 

You went and broke my heart yeah 

Now I'm the saddest vanilla

My song this week is Saddest Vanilla by Jess Glynne featuring Emilie Sande. As far i know, both are Brithis. I pick this song regardless where the singer comes from. Well, honestly, at first i just listen Glynne's album randomly and i like this song the most. It sad, as the tittle mention, but when you read the lyric while listen to whole song, you'll find that this had a deep meaning. It tells so much about reality, there's no free lunch. Somehow, there's a price you should pay for taking something. Hearth pain is a thing you feel when you involve in love-matter. 

#RandomMind

Today I play Maroon 5's Nothing Lasts Forever and suddenly I think it over and over again. Nothing lasts forever. It is kind a old words because everybody know it and can say it easily to reassure someone else, but do we really understand that kind of feeling? Even though million time I say it and try understand its meaning, still for me it is hardly executed, yet sometimes I can't. Losing something whether it's material or think or even a feeling are really disappointing. Sometimes we say to our self  that we can earn it again, right? It is really true, but still we regret and some questions popped out 'why it happen to me?', 'did I do wrong?', or 'does she or he hate me?'. Let see positively, nothing last forever and if it has to be gone, it has own reason and for our goodness. We have to try harder to earn and keep it in another chance. Have you ever asked your self, what we really looking for in this world, in our job, in a person, in a relationship.. I have an answer and it is only consist of three words, security and comfort, what is yours? 

Adam sings it..

It is so easy to see

Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I'm letting go

It may not last but I don't know

Just don't know

If you don't know

Then you can't care

And you show up

But you're not there

But I'm waiting

And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories

Can heal us temporarily

But misbehaving only makes

The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart

I’ll never let it fall apart

Strangely I wish secretly

It would fall down while I'm asleep

Though we have not hit the ground

It doesn't mean we're not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up

But you're still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

just give me a reason

I deeply in love with this song, and I've sung this song for thousands.. I like the harmony (or whatever it called) between the woman and the man voice. Yes, it's Pink and Nate Ruess. Basically Nate Ruess is the main vocal of fun. and i love fun. since We Are Young and Some Nights.

Just Give Me a Reason

Pink ft Nate Ruess

Right from the start

You were a thief

You stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me

That weren't all that pretty

And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh

Things you never say to me oh oh

Tell me that you've had enough

Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand

Where all of this is coming from

I thought that we were fine

(Oh we had everything)

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind

(Yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh

You used to lie so close to me oh oh

There's nothing more than empty sheets

Between our love, our love

Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

I never stopped

You're still written in the scars on my heart

You're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust

I'll fix it for us

We're collecting dust

But our love's enough

You're holding it in

You're pouring a drink

No nothing is as bad as it seems

We'll come clean

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

That we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

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we are never ever getting back together

by Taylor Swift

I remember when we broke up the first time

Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like

We haven't seen each other in a month

When you, said you, needed space, what?

Then you come around again and say

Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change

Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day

I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you

Oooh we called it off again last night

But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together

We are never ever ever getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk

To my friends talk to me

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights

And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right

And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh you called me up again tonight

But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together

We are never ever ever getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk

To my friends talk to me

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever

And I used to say never say never

Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you

And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know

We are never getting back together, like ever

We are never ever ever getting back together

We are never ever ever getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk

To my friends talk to me

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we

Oh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk

And my friends talk to me

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

source: here